JEALOUS AND FRIENDS...

Recently,I feel jealous of others.I feel that I very lousy!Especially from my nearest friend!*(NOT MENTION TO ANYONE,BUT IS MY FRIEND)!!!The point that I jealous are-
1.Their family have a very good financial,they won't worry about buying something or doing something!
2.They all are so artistic,some like to take photo;pro in self-timer(i hate to take photo);they pro in computer;they pro in drawing;they wear in style;so pretty nice cute and other. AM I LOUSY?
3.They can do something they want,they all are smart!
4.They have own goals for their after SPM or future...
I think i can type the whole pages for jealous reason...why yea?I feel like wanna to cry,of course not only for jealous something lah!I sad becuz why am i so stupid to do all the things without thinking!Maybe at school everyone think that i'm funny,i'm cute,i'm strong,i'm so power in doing something!Actually i'm not,i'm not the one that they thought!I try to do my best in my everything,but always fail!And i'm not willing to tell anyone about my life,i'm not willing,but even sometimes i already say,they would not believe in me!HAHAHAs...ISN'T FUNNY?Everyone are thinking i'm strong,and i would like to act strong...cuz i dun want to let people know that I have a vulnerable side!Not willing to let them know!I am willing to pay for a friend or sacrifice,cuz i'm a person who need alot of friend...But some people do not understand, but rebelled against me. You know how hurts is that?Itis really a sad case,nvm!I will always to my best for doing myself and make my friend happy when they are with me!Even me to be a bad guys,but they can happy! I'm willing to! Cuz i love and cherish my friend^^

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