OH MY GOSH...WHAT THE TRIAL EXAM!

My gosh...My trial exam result are driving me go crazy!!!ERGHHHH...I really hate exam!!!~TAT~everyone are dissapointed to their exam result!I just feel like SPM can i do it??Make me headache!I was getting low mark,either just pass only!!!HAIZ...why this world have exam this type of things why?!!!Why everyone can get high mark,but i'm not the one!Why!!!I dunno howto say it...I just have no the mood!Becuz I really feel sad and dissapointed to my result!My friend all are gettig good result,but me...haiz...did I not work hard enough?Actually i know i'm not good in study,but I just becuz SPM only work hard!Actually my problem is dunno how to study easily and memories...I can kill myself!!!!WHY!!!I really have to pray 'AMITHABAH' for my SPM!!!sad sad~~